6.6.07

Unang Huli

Wala ng rason.

Unang araw pa lamang ng pasukan ay masama na ang dating sa aking ng taong ito. Siguro'y may ibang bagay na nagpagaan ng kung ano man ang dinadala ko ngayon pero sa pangkalahataan ay talaga namang nakakairita ang mga nangyari kanina. Dati ay inaakala ko na kung may pagbabago ay maganda ang mangyayari. Dati akala ko na ang bago ay mas maganda sa luma. Dati akala ko walang kwenta ang ibang mga bagay na pwedeng isantabi na lamang pero sa totoo'y puno ito ng saysay.

Marami daw namamatay sa maling akala. Patay na ba ako?

Hindi pa siguro. Ngunit ramdam ko ang lungkot. Lungkot na dulot ng pagbabago.

Gusto ko ng pagbabago para maayos ang binago. Baguhin upang ibalik ang sinimulan.

Siguro papasok na lang ulit ako bukas. Huling taon ko na pala. Ang rason na dala ng hinaharap ko; kung anu man ang rason na iyon, hindi ko alam. Nag-iisang rason ko para magpatuloy tapos hindi ko pa alam, sobrang ibang klase talaga. Siguro yung rason na iyon eh yung pangarap kong makatungtong sa kolehiyo na gusto kong pasukan. O kaya yung trabahong gusto kong makuha. O kaya yung mga taong gusto kong mapa-"WOW" dahil sa mga pinaggagagawa ko sa buhay ko. O kaya yung taong gusto kong makilala. O kaya. O kaya. O kaya kaya ko kaya?

Kailangan ko nang ubusin ang sarili ko para masimulan ang sarili kong pagbabago. Takot akong maubos. Pwede bang dagdagan ko na lang?

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4.6.07

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Since I lost my train of thought for this certain entry, I'll just post the lyrics of the song, "Wordplay" by Jason Mraz. You can also play the song by clicking on the play button on the Media player. Enjoy singing along!



I've been all around the world
I've been a new sensation
But it doesn't really matter
In this generation
The sophomore slump is an uphill battle
And someone said it aint my scene
'Cause they need a new song
Like a new religion
Music for the television
I can't do the long division
Someone do the math
For the record label puts me on the shelf up in the freezer
Got to find another way to live the life of leisure
So I drop my top,
Mix and I mingle
Is everybody ready for the single and it goes...

(chorus)
Ha La La La La
Now listen closer to the verse I lay
(Ha La La La La)
It's all about the wordplay
(Ha La La La Love)
The wonderful thing it does
Because, because
I am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa-la-la's
Yeah the Mister A-Z
They say I'm all about the wordplay

And it's time to get ill I got your remedy
For those who don't remember me
Well let me introduce you to my style
I try to keep a jumble
And the lyrics never mumble
When the music's makin' people tongue-tied
You want a new song
Like a new religion
Music for the television
I can't do the long division
Someone do the math
For the people write me off like I'm a one-hit wonder
Got to find another way to keep from goin' under
Pull out the stops,
Got your attention
I guess it's time again for me to mention
The wordplay

(chorus)

I built a bridge across the stream of consciousness
It always seems to be a flowin'
But I don't know which way my brain is goin'
Oh the ryhmin' and the timin'
Keeps the melodies inside me
And they're climbin'
Til I'm running out of air
Are you prepared to take a dive into the deep end of my head
Are you listening to a single word I've said

Ha La La La La
Listen closer to the words I say
Ha La La La La
I'm stickin' with the wordplay
Ha La La La Love
The wonderful thing it does
Because, because
I am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa-la-la's
Yeah the Mister A-Z
They say I'm all about the wordplay

Ha La La La La
I'm all about the wordplay
Ha La La La La
I'm Stickin' with the wordplay
Ha La La La Love
I love the wonderful thing it does
Because, because
The ooh's and ah's and fa-la-la's i'm back in love
For the Mister A-Z they say
It's all about the wordplay



Lyrics by Lyrics 007
Music Player by Radio Blog Club